originally a site created to archive my artwork in a far more permanent place than a public social media account, fearofmusic has now grown into my html/css testing lab, and it hosts everything that defines me as a person.
like a human brain, this site is constantly evolving and changing to suit the environment around it, which is to say it is an eternal work in progress as I am constantly editing this site to fit whatever's currently rattling around in my mind.
note: be sure to hard refresh your browser upon returning if something seems off/broken, that's usually the culprit
If you like what you see, feel free to link this site to your own with this button:
this website was brought to you by venus! (he/it)
im a 18 year old internet pest and i haunt you from behind your computer's screen.
it was coded on a gigabyte laptop that i lovingly named "talkingheadsfan69" with firefox as my chosen web browser.
you will see me talk about video games, movies, music, and whatever the hell is on my mind at any given time in here. most of it is over the top retrofuturistic sci-fi bullshit but if you look hard enough there is quite the variety.
if you're still curious about the innerworkings of my brain, feel free to read through my much more extensive about page.
(note: the date format im using is day/month/year)
> 4/12/2024
i'm the world's most irregular person on earth in terms of neocities activity but i'm still here. anyways, decided to rearrange my homepage a bit, you no longer need to scroll to see most of it and my update log and fanlisting container are now sidebars.
> 18/07/2024
made a page for documenting visual media. it only has 2 entries as of right now but there is a lot of writing in there. for the fallout new vegas fans here in particular you'll be in for a treat.
> 14/07/2024
redesigned and also rewrote my about page.
> 12/07/2024
FINALLY got around to making a music-centric page. for someone like me with ultra turbo music autism i'm surprised it took me this long. it currently includes a brief summary of the music I'm currently into, as well as an album wall.
> 11/07/2024
Finished my links page redo + merged it with my resources page as i felt it was pretty redundant to have them be seperate considering they do pretty much the same thing.
> 10/07/2024
added a header and a footer to my homepage. i also changed a couple of images and brought back my fanlistings to this page. currently working on redoing my links page.
> 6/07/2024
redid my art archive's index and changed the colours of all the pages in there to fit my homepage's theme better. I also spruced up said homepage by adding more light grey containers.
> 4/07/2024
redid my homepage again. yeah i know. also changed my general aesthetic around a whole lot. it's still got a lot of green but I started to feel like my previous had far too much saturation LOl. All of the content is still the same.
> 5/04/2024
wrote a blog entry with a bunch of thoughts on my pokemon: legends arceus replay. warning for spoilers
> 29/03/2024
condensed my artchive's index into a singular container
> 17/03/2024
thought it was about time that i redid my resources page to fit more with my current theme. it's also the only page on this site that has never undergone any major changes since it's creation until now
> 14/03/2024
added around 50+ stamps to my graphics hoard.
> 13/03/2024
felt like my wheatley shrine was due for a bit of a remake and did just that. everybody go look at my cuckball. I plan on redoing my general portal shrine soon too.
> 10/03/2024
completely overhauled my site's homepage again -_- this'll be the last one for a good while I promise. I also added an Album Of The Week section, because I love music forever and ever.
> 1/03/2024
wrote an article on tumblr sexymen and fandom bias for people interested in that sort of stuff!
> 29/2/2024
did a little bit of housekeeping here and there (fixing html/css on certain pages to make them look and function better) and remodeled my blog to fit my site's overall theming a bit better.
+ rearranged my site's entire homepage because I felt it was too wide and it ended up being extremely big on computers with smaller screen sizes. Been meaning to do this for a good while LOL.
> 25/2/2024
made a mini shrine based on the monoliths from 2001 rahhhh. go check her out if you want to learn about a strange offputting rectangle.
> 10/2/2024
added a featured art section to my homepage + moved this update log around.
> 7/1/2024
added a few more paragraphs and images to my 2001 shrine :] I also redid the gallery portion of it a little.
> 28/12/2023
rethemed my landing page because it was bugging me with how dull it was compared to the rest of my site
> 2/12/2023
redid my site's art archive. i am a lot more satisfied with it now yayyyy.
> 29/11/2023
moved site urls for a bit of a restart, in hopes of getting my motivation for coding back. I also put this update log in its own seperate container.
+ blew up my thing of the whatever container, as i felt it looked out of place.
+ remade my site's button
> 18/11/2023
removed the marquee of stamps because i felt that it was a bit obnoxious next to the userbar one at the top. all stamps used on it can still be found in my graphics hoard.
> 16/10/2023
Made a 2001: A Space Odyssey shrine. go check it out if you like sci fi movies :] warning for spoilers obviously
> 7/10/2023: edited my blog's layout a little to make it more organized.
> 11/10/2023: completely rehauled my homepage again. Been wanting to make my site look like this for a good while, and now that I finally have enough experience to execute it in a way that I like, I think i'll stick around much longer than my previous layouts.
I also removed my chatbox [i didnt really see a use for it anymore] and moved other site buttons + fanlistings to their own seperate page.
> 3/10/2023: redid my landing/index page bc the previous one was bothering me with how bland it was LOl. i think it's much nicer now.
> 1/10/2023: redid my art archive's layout! it's not too different to its former self but now it is much easier to look at and easier for me to organize. I'll probably add older art onto there tomorrow. we'll see.
> 21/9/2023: FINALLY finished the layout for my blog/diary/writingspace/whatever yayyyy. i've had this planned for so long but for some reason i took so long to finally get to making it. go read the ramblings of a madman if you dare >:]
> 19/09/2023: made a wheatley shrine :]
> 13/09/2023: added a couple more fanlisting codes on here that i had forgot about + finished my resources page.